Late Sunday evening I gave serious thought to destroying all of my visual art.
Most of Monday afternoon was spent working on a new piece that I’m really into.
I think my etsy store is almost empty right now, not because everything got purchased, but because the 4 month posts expired and I messed up my paypal account and couldn’t pay to renew the pieces. I feel like the best way for me to not hate art might be to hire an artistic manager/promoter who could do or manage all of the crap that I suck at and allow me to focus on the part that I’m good at, because managing and promoting art isn’t something I’m even moderately good at, and it makes me not want to make art sometimes, or at least think it’s not worthwhile.
One day, I might learn to be a real person. Between now and then, I guess I’ll just complain to myself about it on the internet at 2:15 AM.